Exspectantes Beatam Spes

Checking In

2012-01-26T14:39:00.000-05:00

This is a season of busyness. I feel as if all is a blur right now: caring for an infant and a pre-schooler. There is always much to be done and many things tug on my heart (or my skirt). I have limited down time to really sit and think, reflect, ponder, and remember.

My introvertedness self is craving some time to really de-compress and rejuvenate from the wearyness of constant "go."

Part of me wants to let go of some committments and retreat to my nest, to enjoy time at home and play in it now that we are on this property. But I know that the relationships that I do have in these various committments are important and need to be nurtured. My girls, well definitely Pearl thus far, needs that social bit. She craves that more than I do:) So we will stay involved in a select group of activities.

I'm hoping that I will emerge from this "survivor" stage of life with an infant that my energy will re-charge and I'll get that nourishment that I so desire right now.

In the meantime, I'll take my 5 minutes of prayer where I can get them!!

Merry Christmas!

2011-12-26T20:40:00.000-05:00

On the Eve

2011-12-24T06:59:00.000-05:00

Today we will prepare pies and ginger bars; we will lay out our clothes to wear to Church this evening; gifts will be placed under the tree...

and yet, hearts are hurting here in this house. Assumptions made, a person absent, wounds deep, resentment. Fake smiles and covering up over the hurt.

It is hard to come to this house where He is not truly the focus. Prayers that throughout this day we can be present to one another and bring Him here to THIS manger, this hovel, these hearts, this world (my world) that needs Him.

O Come, O Come Emmanuel and ransom captive Israel...

Lingering

2011-12-17T11:49:00.000-05:00

That's what Pearl's cough is doing right now. I don't think she is in need of antibiotics, but I don't like that it is still hanging on. So natural cough syrup it is, putting garlic in everything, tea with honey, etc.

Princess and I are over ours but I did get a yucky bout of mastitus hit last week. I was going to plow through, but then the flu like symptoms started with the fever. So meds for me again. Whew!

This Advent has been a whirlwind for us. Days flying by. We have done a few things I wanted us to do like visit the live nativity in town, a few feast days...but the majority that I like to do has not happened this year. With the ickies and a still new baby, I think we'll do better next year trying to get things in. Pearl was asked to sing with the littles (3 and 4 year olds) before Christmas Eve Mass. We won't be able to this year, but I'm hoping she'll want to do that next year too.

She is going around the house singing: Alleluia, Hosana, Ave Maria, and Jingle Bells. Just those words over and over and over again. She is doing much better with her Speech Therapy and it's fun everyday to hear her pronounce things better, try new words out and just tell me what's on her mind. She is a hoot.

Princess is smiling so much. We're aching for her to really laugh for us. She has laughed in her sleep twice, but we all are trying hard to see what she thinks is funny:) She also is trying desparately to sit up on her own. So inquisitive. She is doing great with her tummy time and lifting her head up lots. She also figured out how to roll from her belly to her back. It takes her by surprise every time, but we clap for her and then she smiles for us.

Life is super busy...whose isn't? Days approach filled with family and friends we don't get to see too often. Lots of fun! Hopefully a visit from Pearl's godfather while he's on Christmas break from the Seminary. I've got a few pictures to post a little later.

The Cold caught us

2011-11-27T20:32:00.000-05:00

Along with the busyness of trying to prepare for Advent and Christmas, life with a newborn and three year old, new house projects, ministry obligations, classwork for a Master's class....and more...all of us girls caught a cold.

Pearl got it first and passed it on to Princess and me. Pearl seems to be on the mend, but Princess and I started antibiotics. Yuck. Hopefully we'll get over this soon and enjoy this Advent Season.

Advent is my "favorite" liturgical season. Maybe getting these colds is a reminder to me to slow down and enter in:)

Update on Jason

2011-11-20T15:40:00.000-05:00

Jason has been recovering really well!! Thank you for all your prayers. His pressure went down enough for them to conduct a spinal tap. He has responded to verbal commands and they just removed his breathing tube. Continued prayers for a full recovery!

Prayer Request

2011-11-13T08:03:00.000-05:00

Please pray for Jason Elsmore, a 32 year old married father of 3 kids under 4 in the ICU. He is in a medically induced coma due to severe meningitus. The family is praying for the swelling to go down and the medications to fight the infection. He is in critical condtion and the family is asking for prayers, particularly through the intercession of Bl. Chiara.

http://www.archden.org/index.cfm/ID/2883

Thank you

In this season

2011-11-03T20:16:00.000-04:00

there aren't enough hours in the day, enough rest for my body and brain, so much to get done...and on and on. But what it all comes down to is priorities and right now these are at the top of my list.

A lovely essay

2011-10-26T16:26:00.000-04:00

A friend sent to this to me and I'm going to re-post it in entirety since I have no idea where she got it but it does list the author. I'm still chewing on this because it's that good:)

"...The lesson was rather that there was

something wonderfully right about what his mother had been doing all
these years as she lived the interrupted life amid the noise and
incessant demands of small children. He had been in a monastery, but so
had she.

What is a monastery? A monastery is not so much a place set apart for
monks and nuns as it is a place set apart (period). It is also a place
to learn the value of powerlessness and a place to learn that
time is not ours, but God's.

Our home and our duties can, just like a monastery, teach us those
things. John of the Cross once described the inner essence of
monasticism in these words: "But they, O my God and my life, will see
and experience Your mild touch, who withdraw from the world and become
mild, bringing the mild into harmony with the mild, thus enabling
themselves to experience and enjoy You." What John suggests here is
that two elements make for a monastery - withdrawal from
the world and bringing oneself into harmony with the mild.

Although he was speaking about the vocation of monastic monks and nuns,
who physically withdraw from the world, the principle is equally valid
for those of us who cannot go off to monasteries and become monks and
nuns. Certain vocations offer the same kind of opportunity for
contemplation. They, too, provide a desert for
reflection.
For example, the mother who stays home with small children experiences a
very real withdrawal from the world. Her existence is definitely
monastic. Her tasks and preoccupations remove her from the centers of
power and social importance. And she feels it.

Moreover, her sustained contact with young children (the mildest of the
mild) gives her a privileged opportunity to be in harmony with the mild
- that is, to attune herself to the powerless rather than to the
powerful.

Moreover, the demands of young children also provide her with what St.
Bernard, one of the great architects of Monasticism, called the
"monastic bell." All monasteries have a bell. Bernard, in writing his
rules for monasticism, told his monks that whenever the monastic bell
rang, they were to drop whatever they were doing and go immediately to
the particular activity (Prayer, meals, work, study, sleep) to which the
bell was summoning them. He was adamant that they respond immediately,
stating that if they were writing a letter they were to stop in
mid-sentence when the bell rang. The idea in his mind was that when the
bell called, it called you to the next task and you were to respond
immediately, not because you want to, but because it's time, it's God's
time. For him, the monastic bell was intended as a discipline to
stretch the heart by always taking you beyond your own agenda to God's
agenda.

Hence, a mother rearing children, perhaps in a more privileged way even
than a professional contemplative, is forced, almost against her will,
to constantly stretch her heart. For years, while rearing children, her
time is never her own, her own needs have to be kept in second place,
and every time she turns around a hand is reaching out and demanding
something. She hears the monastic bell many times during the day and
she has to drop things in mid-sentence and respond, not because she wants to,
but because it's time for that activity and time isn't her time, but God's time.

The rest of us experience the monastic bell each morning when our alarm clock rings and
we get out of bed and ready ourselves for the day, not because we want
to, but because it's time. The principles of monasticism are
time-tested, saint-sanctioned, and altogether trustworthy.

But there are different kinds of monasteries,
different ways of putting ourselves into harmony with the mild, and
different kinds of monastic bells. Response to duty can be monastic
prayer, a needy hand can be a monastic bell, and working without status
and power can constitute a withdrawal into a monastery where God can
meet us. The domestic can be the monastic."

By Fr. Ron Rolheiser, OMI, in the Seattle, WA, The Catholic

Things Forgotten

2011-10-12T07:44:00.000-04:00

After all the time it took to get Pearl to sleep through the night, you think I would remember the sleeplessness of newborns...and the nursing adjustments...and the frequent diaper changes....and that they smile in their sleep:)

Life is a little blurry around the edges right now, but it is Good!

Feast of the Guardian Angels: Princess's birth story

2011-10-06T07:38:00.000-04:00

A special feast day for us now since Princess arrived safe and sound as the dawn was breaking Sunday morning, the Feast of the Guardian Angels. A (generally) fast labor of about 10 hours compared to Pearl's 25.

We went to the hospital Saturday afternoon for a non-stress test that our Dr. had asked us to do since I was 41 weeks and was only dilated a 1 on Thursday. So we got there and Princess was doing just great with the fetal monitoring: heartrate and movements. Dr. on call checked me and said I was still a 1 and I was reprieved to go home till our Primary Dr. decided what he wanted to do (ie: give me more time).

So we got home by 6:30 and made dinner. An excellent fuel up for labor now that I think about it: flank steak, mashed potatoes, and asparagus. Yum! By 8, I was noticing contractions were getting stronger. Not just the pressure and lighter contractions I had been feeling for some time. At 9, I asked DH to call my doula to come over. We started timing contractions, got Pearl down for bed, said special prayers with her and made sure my mom had a plan since she was in charge of Pearl whenever it was time.

By midnight I decided we needed to go back to the hospital. Contractions were now closer to 5 minutes apart and the intensity was picking up. I was still resting in between them but needing to stay and rock with them when they started. DH and doula weren't sure we needed to go just yet because I was talking fine in between contractions, pretty peaceful and focused. But I said YES, we needed to go.

So into the truck and on our way. It is an hour drive to our hospital...and that was a tough ride dealing with the contractions. Being strapped in and not able to move with them...wow. But we got there and parked by the ER, only entrance late at night (about 1AM at this time). We walked in and the guy at the desk asked if I was there for an "abduction..." Seriously, he asked me this. I started to giggle it was so odd to hear. I said "No, I need to get to the third floor to Labor and Delivery." He asked again if I was scheduled for an induction. At that point I was in another contraction and leaned against the wall and just totally ignored him. So my doula turns to him and says, "she is having her baby and we are going upstairs."

He grabs a wheelchair and gets me upstairs while DH and doula get thru security. Up in triage they get my info and get me settled while they call for the Dr. on call. DH comes in to wait with me and help during contractions. I told him that if I wasn't in active labor I was going to ask them to break my water since I couldn't sleep with these intense ones and I wasn't going home...I was there to have a baby. Being a week overdue, I was not going home.

Same Dr as earlier in the day was still on call, so he comes in and says its good to see me again so soon. So he checks and says, "Well you are now 6-7. Congrats, you get to stay." Hurray!

Got into our room by 2:30 and our Dr. made it by 3:30. We decided to go ahead and break my water. However, after he did nothing really came out. So we were on alert at that point. (When I delievered, some water came after Princess, but basically it was all gone being a week overdue) By 4:30 I knew I was entering into transition. I needed DH to help support me during contractions. The nurse came in and heard me sounding and decided to check me. Still at an 8. She said I wasn't quite there yet and left. Two contractions later I had the urge to push and asked to go to the bathroom.

DH helps me in and sees that I'm pushing and sees the baby crowning. Wow! So he tells the Doula who runs out to the nurses station to get our nurse. She runs in and sees what's happening and tells me to get up and get over to the bed. DH helps me there and I got in an all 4's position. Nurse was a little stunned and asked me to turn over. I'm pretty sure I just said, No M'am. She calls for the Dr. and I'm told that I'm complete and Dr. is just fine with my position and helps with my pushing. He gave great support, DH was awesome supporting my left side (IV side) and Doula was in my face reminding me to breathe.

Princess arrived shortly thereafter with the dawn on the Lord's Day. Both our girls are born on Sundays:) We had a quick hospital stay and are now home resting and settling in.

Praise God! Guardian Angels, Pray for Us!

She's Here!

2011-10-05T19:11:00.000-04:00

Princess arrived with the dawn on Sunday, the Feast of the Guardian Angels. She is 7 lbs. 13 oz. and 20 3/4 inches long. She is doing great! We are home resting and getting settled together. Pearl is so happy that Princess is here. My favorite phrase she said was yesterday, "I missed you when you were inside mommy." Thank you for all your prayer support!

Well-Meaning

2011-09-30T17:32:00.000-04:00

I have encountered some truly compassionate and wonderful people over the past few weeks. People that have given me encouragement and support while being overdue. Thank you, Jesus, for these people.

I have also met those "well-meaning" people who start off a conversation with affirmation which then spirals into negative remarks and birth horror stories. Those I could do without.

I am know not taking any phone calls from certain persons nor do I want to go out in public where I will encounter these folks. I just want to stay home and do my thing and stay in my "happy place."

However, please pray for my mother who arrived recently to help take care of Pearl. She was not prepared for Pearl's terrible three's and she is a mom which "entitles" her to worry about me. I am trying to curb her concern about me being overdue with the Dr's good report from yesterday.

Report: Babe is head down and engaged, cervix is ready though I'm only dilated to 1 (as of yesterday). So hoping for some contractions to come together and get this show on the road. Babe's heartbeat sounded good and lots of good movement. So Dr was pleased and hopefull for a weekend baby. If by Monday she hasn't gotten here, he might want to have a talk about intervening...

So your prayer request is to pray this little babe down and out:) That she arrives over the weekend and we don't need interventions. Thank you!!

These trying three's

2011-09-28T15:59:00.000-04:00

We had some eventful times in Pearl's two's, but nothing was really "terrible." Most stem from her speech delay and the communication gap we have. However, when she turned three a few weeks ago it seems we entered a whole new phase of life.

An extremely challenging one full of temper tantrums, meltdowns, sassiness/back-talk, defiant behavior, fighting naptimes, fighting bedtimes....there are still wonderful moments of sweetness and joy and exuberant behavior, but they became quickly outnumbered.

I began to feel like I was yelling all the time. Pretty much I was/am. She has become so focused on what she is doing that it is hard to break into her head to get to her to think before she acts. My voice escalates to get her attention: "Pearl please don't touch that...I asked you not to touch that...PUT it down...DID YOU HEAR ME?!

I don't think she hears me. She is super engrossed in her activity. I despise having to raise my voice. Doing so puts me all out of sorts and it carries over into everything I think and do throughout the day.

After some weeks of this and much prayer, confession, pleading with God for help in my mothering during this time, I came across Elizabeth's article today.

Thank you, God.

“Strive, my daughter, to maintain your heart at peace by being even-tempered. I don’t say maintain your heart at peace, but I say strive to do so. This should be your main concern. And beware of occasions for troubling yourself, because you cannot moderate so suddenly, the ups and downs of your feelings.”

Some words for the journey we're on :)

Waiting

2011-09-28T07:55:00.000-04:00

Babe still hasn't made her arrival. Lots of pressure with off and on contractions that start in the late morning and continue till about 10:30pm each night. Then it's as if everything settles down for the night. So we'll keep waiting. I'm just really hoping that we'll have a natural birth without interventions. Drs only give so much time before they want to do something. Not a fan of that. She'll pick her day. I told DH that I'm so apprehensive about interventions that he better be ready to catch because I'm going to dig my heels in and just deliver at home...probably not, but I'm at that hormonal-volatile time right now:)

A Teaser

2011-09-22T19:15:00.000-04:00

We are two days till due date and this little one is quite the teaser. A day of contractions and pressure, though not quite close together, but still gives hope that maybe...

Then a day or two of zilch.

DH is READY. Pearl is READY. I'm (about) READY. This little one, well I think she's perusing the calendar looking at the upcoming feast days :)

Confused

2011-09-13T07:48:00.000-04:00

So I didn't post for awhile since my site was directing to another and I was trying to track down where the error was...to no avail.

Well this morning, when I checked in it stayed on my page. Weird. So I'm not sure where the breakdown was but glad that it is working.

Quick update: 1) We are moved into our new house!! Unpacking and settling in. 2) Babe is still on the inside. Lots of low pressure these days and Dr. says she is ready to go whenever, so we'll see what day she decides on.

Keep praying for us!

We Are...

2011-08-31T15:13:00.002-04:00

Preterm labor?

2011-08-30T07:26:00.000-04:00

Contractions started Friday and we monitored them all weekend. Called the Dr yesterday and got lectured about not going to the hospital...so we went in to the office instead. Dr. picked up on an infection my body was fighting that could perhaps have lead to the contractions. Started meds and if that is it then they should go away for a bit. However, if it is Princess, then Dr. said he wouldn't stop labor as it picks up and we should be fine.

I think this is starting to sink in that there really is a person who wants to be on the outside :)

5 Years

2011-08-26T06:57:00.001-04:00

I kept teasing DH that this was a big year for us, our five year anniversary. Our first "big" anniversary. He said they are all big years...just look at society. And that is true. To me this is a milestone. I hope one that leads to many more years together. We know that life is precious and fragile and fleeting, but Praise God for our Faith!

Lord, remind me to cherish everyday with my husband, my helpmate, my ezer. Thank you for these 5 years of marriage. This vocation continues to prune me. Your blades are razor sharp, but please cut out the wild growth of selfishness and snarkiness. Where there is good, nurture and water me in your living waters.

In our five years together, we have celebrated much and wept much. Faced adversity and challenges and times of sweetness and bliss. Thank you, dear one, for guiding the helm of our ship under His watchful eye. It has been 5 years of...well: family drama/crises, infertility, job change, motorcycle rides, ministry, blessing of children--Pearl, the transistion into parenthood, road trips, loss of a child--Teresa, grief, joy, waiting for Princess to arrive, water leaks, renovations, real estate transactions, purchase of a new home, moving while very pregnant...

Everything is an adventure and I look forward to many more years, God willing.

We are actually celebrating our anniversary tomorrow evening with a meal at our favorite restaurant and stopping for confession on the way to the reservation. Friends will be coming to play with Pearl and do dinner together. Not a long time out, but highly anticipated.

Mother Mary, wrap your mantle around us and pull us close to the Sacred Heart of your Son.

Our Lady of Czestochowa, Pray for Us!

35 weeks

2011-08-21T14:55:00.000-04:00

(taken at 33 weeks, outside in 110 degree heat)

(Pearl's 3rd birthday)

That's where we are at right now and we head into the Dr's tomorrow for a check-up. I've definitely been feeling a lot of pressure in my hips and pelvis. Princess is starting to move lower and I've felt the contractions pick up some. All of this is most likely from the move and continuing to unpack. I have been taking it slow and doing what I can but not "over-doing" it. I just hope that some of this is helping things progress for a smooth labor and delivery later on.

Signed, Sealed, and Delivered

2011-08-11T07:45:00.000-04:00

We closed on the house on Monday and subsequently moved in that night. We have just the essentials with us in preparation for a major "moving party" on Saturday when everything gets picked up from the storage units.

Pearl is absolutely head over heels for her new house. She loves her pink room (which I hope to change at some point....think pepto pink. Wow is it bright!) and all the land to play on. With 3 acres, she hasn't even made it past the swing set.

Of course, with an older home there will be many projects for us to work on...some immediate and others later down the road.

The bones of the house are good. The interior work is mostly cosmetic and that can wait: original tile in the bathrooms and kitchen, paint touch ups, etc. The more important things like getting the water adjusted will come sooner. We are on well, but there is a definite sulphur smell that needs to be addressed. I think with a good softener and filter we'll be set.

Overall, we are so pleased. Everything fell into place when it needed to or even quicker than we anticipated. It truly is amazing!

Once DH has his big computers up and running I am SO READY to finally upload some pictures of recent comings and goings:)

Thank you for all your prayers during this process.

Finishing Up

2011-08-03T07:21:00.000-04:00

DH is headed back to the Condo today to finish up the last of the work there: one more counter top to put on, putting the appliances back in place, removing all tools and assorted goods, and cleaning out the back porch. The cleaning company comes tomorrow to do one last tidying before the tenants move in on Friday.

Whew!

We are waiting for our closing documents and info needed from the Title Company, for the closing scheduled for next week.

Please pray for us...that there are no surprises and all falls into place according to His Will.

Thank you.

Life Continues...

2011-07-24T07:42:00.000-04:00

...at a pretty frenetic pace. We are now on day 2 of floor demo. Most everything is in storage and we are preparing to move some remaining boxes of essentials and snacks over to a friend's house who will be home base this week for us.

The tiling is set to begin tomorrow, so DH will have his hands full today. Pearl and I will help in whatever way we can this morning, but will basically be kicked out once DH is ready to pull up more floor. Despite our Condo. being built well after asbestos concerns, he will be wearing a respirator and we, his three girls, are not allowed to stay.

I am now in the middle of my eighth month of pregnancy and starting to get a few aches, pains, and swelling after a long day in 100 degree heat. DH "tolerates" me helping to some extent and then I am banished to rest. This way for my sanity I know what is going into each box and for his, I do rest when told to:)

Quite a bit to do in a short amount of time but looking ahead to the end of the week, should see my final being done on Friday, floors completely tiled, painting started, and us with our hands free till closing day. That sounds nice and good incentive.

Thank you for your prayers!

I am most definitely looking forward to having more time to rest and tinker around with things. God Bless!

Clothie Giveaway

2011-07-14T14:30:00.002-04:00

Keeper of the Home has a giveaway to use for cloth diapers. Yes Please!

Keeping it all together

2011-07-10T07:15:00.000-04:00

-We completed and mailed our loan application for the house. Prayers that all goes well with that.
-We are getting quotes for new home owner's insurance; hoping that minor roof detail doesn't hinder that process.
-Packing up all our stuff and moving it to storage
-lining up the vendors for the updates to the Condo (tile, new kitchen countertops, paint, and cleaning service)
-showed Condo. to possible new tenant yesterday. Hoping she has the "vision" of the updates and signs a lease. Waiting to hear.
-Got to my page requirement for class paper. Now need to do final proof and edit so that can get sent off. Then just two lectures left and study and take the final. Final date set for July 29th.

It's a little crazy to be finishing up class and hopefully moving when I'm almost 8 months pregnant. But we have lots of willing helpers:)

Just praying that all is according to His plan.

Prayer Request Update

2011-07-06T07:34:00.000-04:00

We are now moving on to Step 2 of the prayer request I mentioned earlier.

Info: We put an offer on a house. It got accepted, so now we make full loan application to the bank, set up home inspection, and get our condo. ready to rent.

So continued prayers are much appreciated. All for His Glory!

Pearls' 2011-2012 Curriculum

2011-07-01T14:39:00.007-04:00

Pearl turns 3 this August and thinking of that and our desire to homeschool our children has had me pondering what to do this year for her.
One of my summer goals is to get her year planned out and create some lists to help me each month prepare for our activites and stay on top of things (hopefully) with the princess due in late Sept.

Areas to Concentrate on:

Language Arts
Math
Science
Art
Practical Life

Language Arts:
1) Sign up for and complete Speech Evaluation with public school system. This will give us a better sense of where Pearl is at and if there are any areas for us to work on either at home or with therapy provided.
2) Work on Alphabet: recognition of letters, proper sound of letters, tracing letters.
3) Utilize and re-inforce: Our local library for pre-school storytime (ages 3-5), at home read-alouds (link to book lists: )

Tools: Montessori Capital Case Sandpaper Letters Print w/ Box, Montessori Lower Case Sandpaper Letters w/ Box, Melissa & Doug Magnetic Wooden Alphabet

Math:
1) Numbers: learning proper sequence and counting.

Tools: lots of living books with a number focus, everyday life:)

Science:
1) Foster sense of awe and wonder at Creation
2) Nature walks near home and local parks

Tools: The Kids' Nature Book: 365 Indoor/Outdoor Activities and Experiences (Williamson Kids Can! Series), Insect Lore Creature Peeper, Insect Lore Live Butterfly Pavillion

Art:
1) Doing art projects (finger paints, water colors, playdough, coloring pages)
2) picture study (a picture out every two weeks and have Pearl describe to me what she sees: good for language skills and pointing out colors, etc.)

Tools: First Art : Art Experiences for Toddlers and Twos, Mini Masters Boxed Set

Practical Life:
1) Learning daily chores and rhythms (ie: picking up toys after herself:)
2) helping in the kitchen (baking, cooking, setting the table, cleaning up; she's actually really good and interested in this)

Liturgical Year:
1) Pick a few Feast and Name days to celebrate each month
2) special meal or treat and listen to a little bit about saint and celebrate (need to create monthly master list to help with planning for these; supplies needed.)

Weekly Rhythms: Knowing that we will have a new baby in the Fall, I wrote down what I'd like to get out of the house for.

1) Our church group's weekly playdate
2) Wednesday AM Mass followed by Preschool Storytime at the library.

That's it. Those are the only two...well, three things I'd like to get out for each week.

DH can help watch Pearl in the evenings so I can grocery shop if need be. We'll guage how it is with two girls:) Other activities, like Sunday Mass and ministry events, include DH, so I'd have an extra set of hands and eyes.

Helpful Books, Links and Posts

Mother's Cupboard Pre-kindergarten

Elizabeth Foss' preschool series:

Part 1: It's a Wonderful Thing

Part 2: The Art Box

Part 3: Language Arts for Little Ones

Part 4: Number Fun

Part 5: Leading Little Ones to the Good Shepherd

Part 6: Practical Life with Little Ones

Shower of Roses

Catholic Icing

Real Learning: Education in the Heart of the Home

Before Five in a Row

Catholic Mosaic: Living the Liturgical Year with Literature an Illustrated Book Study for Cathoilc Children

Slow and Steady Get Me Ready

Prayers Requested

2011-06-30T06:55:00.000-04:00

If you could spare a prayer my way, that would be greatly appreciated.

Our family has a few big things to think about in the next few days, what direction we're being called to with a decision. So prayers are helpful. I'm just praying for His will to be done, for all things to come together in His will, and for peace.

Thank you!

Just saying...

2011-06-28T16:44:00.000-04:00

I think I'd be just fine without any sugar for a LONG time.

That glucose tolerance test is just icky. I'm not a sugar person anyways and to down that in 5 minutes is rough. Hopefully results come back okay.

I've been drinking even more water than I normally do all day and just ate some black beans. Trying to balance out and feel normal again:)

Swim Lesson wrap-up

2011-06-27T07:01:00.000-04:00

Pearl finished her lessons on Friday. We had planned on two weeks initially and then added a third week. However, she developed an ear infection and we held off for a few days. Thankfully the infection cleared and the instructor let us make up the three classes she missed.

This last week of make-up days was awesome!

She went everyday and didn't fuss at all. She jumped in of her own accord; both in the shallow and deep end, and swam 10 feet to the ladder. She is making progress with floating on her back and has turned into a fish; she loves going to the pool!

This is amazing to me since at the beginning of the month she hated sitting through her lesson and fussed the entire time (fussing=wailing and trying to escape). It wasn't like the lessons were scary or super hard. We are not into the force the child to swim stuff. She just had to choose to not fuss. She would follow their directions just fine, but she had to make a stink about it each time. Weird, since she was swimming so well.

I'm so glad that we were able to do swim lessons this year. We heard of this teacher who has been teaching for over 16 years and we've had a great experience. The price was extremely reasonable and it was in a great atmosphere.

Pearl is "teaching" all her stuffed animals, baby dolls, and imaginary friend, Bobby, how to swim now. I hear her from the kitchen saying "Dig and Pull...face in the water...good job!"

You can't teach what you don't know:)

Cleaning Urges

2011-06-23T13:49:00.000-04:00

No, I'm not nesting yet.

We have a bug problem...eww.

This past week, DH and I started seeing little sugar ants in random spots. We've also found teeny tiny moths and a roach. We have had the same pest control company for years and never have had any problems. Surprising, since we live in Florida.

However, I called today and they are sending someone out tomorrow to take a look around. I have spent the morning moving furniture (with DH's help), scrubbing counters, vacuuming under all the furniture and floors, mopping, and general tidying.

After lunch, Pearl is down for her nap and I was trying to rest and take it easy. However, the princess is kicking up a storm in there so hard to really rest. This afternoon, I'll tackle the bathrooms and have DH vacuum behind the TV.

Still not sure what's up, but I'll have more peace of mind knowing I scrubbed the house clean.

Good timing too since Nana is coming to visit tomorrow:)

Berkey Giveaway

2011-06-20T16:40:00.000-04:00

Keeper of the Home is running a giveaway for two Berkey sport water bottles. I have been looking at these for awhile and must say I keep leaning toward getting these for our family.

I really dislike disposable water bottles, so these look awesome with their filtration system.

Summer Goals

2011-06-20T07:01:00.000-04:00

In the remaining time I have before the Princess's arrival, I have a few projects to work on and complete this summer.

1) Stay on top of and finish Master's class--> early August
2) Plan calendar of playdates for our church 0-5 year old group for Fall and preliminary planning of Spring.
3) Plan out curricula for Pearl for this upcoming year. (longer post to follow)
4) Pick out Feast Days to celebrate
5) Make supplies list for both Feast Days and Curricula by month to have handy for preparations
6) Finish getting things ready in the girls' room
7) Re-Read thru birth books, practice relaxation techniques with DH, and continue to meet with Doula.

This among a few trips to see family and lots of parties this summer with friends either in town or on break (teachers or students). It should be a busy and fun summer.

Of course filled with things that make every summer fun for little ones:

-making homemade popcicles
-swimming at the pool
-playing with the hose
-library storytimes
-library's summer reading program
-eating juicy watermelon
-blowing bubbles
-listening for crickets
-looking for stars
-harvesting veggies and herbs from summer garden
-taking trips to see the grandparents
-playing at the splash park with friends
-swim lessons
-drinking ice cold lemonade
-summer birthdays and parties
-our 5th wedding anniversary in August
-preparing for a baby sister
-watching movies during afternoon thunderstorms
-finger painting and play dough during aforementioned thunderstorms

and I'm sure a whole host of other things. I know I'll be enjoying ice water and air conditioning as much as I can amidst activities. Summer in Florida is not one of my favorite things, but we'll make do. Any cool summer plans?

Karen Shares

2011-06-15T07:01:00.000-04:00

Motherhood Wisdom by Karen Edmisten.

Reminders for me, for today? for everyday...

Swim Lessons Cont.

2011-06-13T14:34:00.000-04:00

We started our third week of swim lessons this morning. Initially we were only going to do 2 weeks, but at the end felt that Pearl would benefit from another week. So early mornings at the pool, which works out so nice with our intense Florida sun.

I am very happy with where Pearl is at right now. 2 weeks ago she couldn't do anything in the pool. Now she can jump in, use her arms to "dig and pull" and kick her legs to swim to us. It's not a great stroke, but for a 2 year old not bad. She swims about 10 ft. between DH and I and goes back and forth several times. She can swim to the steps, uses help but can get rings underwater, and generally has a really good time in the water.

I would like her to behave better at swim lessons which is why we're doing the 3rd week. She fusses most of the over and tries to run over to me and doesn't listen to her teachers. She manipulates them so they will help her. Stinker! :) She can totally jump in on her own now, but will still tell them she can't. So yeah, we need to work on this "person in authority" thing.

I'm glad that she swims well with us at home, but she needs to continue learning skills and following through with what is asked of her by them. I'm okay with her looking to me for approval, but I am not a fan of the manipulation she uses with them.

Swim Lessons

2011-06-06T07:02:00.000-04:00

Week 2 of swim lessons begins this morning for Pearl. Last week was a bit intense for this little girl who doesn't like water on her face. She is doing awesome, but she is definitely the fussy one in class. Hopefully this week will be a bit easier on this mama's heart.

Needs and Wants

2011-05-31T13:45:00.000-04:00

So I started a registry to keep track of what we need to get ready before Princess makes her arrival most likely in September.

I basically came down to the fact that the only thing we NEED is a second car seat.

While my cloth diapers have some wear and tear and I'd like to replace a few, they probably could hold up another round. Most of Pearl's clothes are still good to go; there are just a few that are too holey. We have everything else that we could need like slings, teethers, our co-sleeper, etc.

I still put some things down that I think it would be nice to get or like to get, but really only NEEDING one thing is pretty awesome.

Princess's godmother wants to do a shower for us, but I'm thinking of having a "Shower Bee." By that I mean having a bunch of friends get together one afternoon and help me make some shirts for the girls. I plan to find some solid colored onesies and tops so we can make fun "sister shirts." Ideas so far for fun shirts include their name saint shirts, scripture verses, big and little sister shirts, and cute images. I think it will be a lot of fun, a little unconventional, but a sweet throw back to when women gathered and helped out on a project. We get to visit and be industrious:) I'm really looking forward to it.

If you have any fun ideas for the shirts, let me know....I can follow directions pretty well, but I'm not the "idea person" usually. lol.

Post-Retreat

2011-05-26T20:53:00.000-04:00

The Women's retreat this past weekend was really wonderful. DH took Pearl to his parents house and dropped me off on the way.

The theme was, "Behold I Make All Things New." Primarily a silent retreat with talks by the Sisters of Life and our own retreat chaplain for Holy Mass, Confession, and spiritual direction.

I thought the Lord was going to take me in one direction and so I packed a few books focused on that topic, but isn't it funny how He always throws some curve balls? So not quite what I expected, but soooo good.

I'm reflecting this week from my journal writings and seeing what is ruminating in my soul. Lots to ponder and open myself to.

One thought right now stands out this evening: "God can't fill what hasn't been made empty for Him."

A Day of Remembrance

2011-05-26T08:26:00.000-04:00

Today was Teresa's due date.

May 26th.

Today's feast day is St. Philip Neri...the Patron Saint of Joy.

I do not think that is a coincidence. Teresa is enjoying perfect Joy in Heaven now and I ask her prayers for us, that we too may seek His Perfect Joy.

The Simple Woman's Daybook: Middle of May

2011-05-16T20:06:00.000-04:00

Outside My Window ... is a day dawning bright and full of heat. The crepe myrtle trees are swollen and just about ready to burst into bloom. These are my favorite trees in the south and I can't wait!

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I am listening to...the whir of the living room fan, some morning traffic outside, an airplace overhead.

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To Live the Liturgy...this Wednesday, we will celebrate our Mary Crowning after daily Mass. Our church playgroup also has their Resurrection Egg Hunt scheduled for that day. I need to make sure we have all our supplies and are ready to go. This weekend I get to go on a much anticipated RETREAT!! So excited.

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To be fit and happy...stretching, pregnancy work-out video, pool time, lots of walking, keeping up with Ms. Pearl...

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I am thankful for... a weekend filled to the brim with friends :) Several parties and all around awesome time visiting with dear ones who live or about to live far away.

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From the kitchen ... Hmm...good question. I'd like to eat more from the freezer this week, but definitely need to come up with a game plan.

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I am wearing..."taking care of the house" clothes. Comfortable yoga pants and a tank top.

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I am creating ...a list of items we'll need for this princess' arrival in the Fall.

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I am reading... Plato. No, seriously.

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I am pondering...what topic to cover in my class's writing assignment. Hence, the reading of Plato.

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I am hoping for...Holy Energy. Seems to be on my prayer list everyday.

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On Keeping Home...Lots of tidying today. Whenever we have company there is a pre-clean and a post-clean. We'll be vacuuming and putting things away today. Perhaps a grocery trip as well. For sure laundry catch-up.

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One of my favorite things ...hearing that Pearl behaved so nicely in my abscence.

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On the Screen...We received Secretariat to watch which should be fun. Also was recommended "Word World" for Pearl, so we might take a look at that this week.

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A Few Plans For The Rest Of The Week...Getting the house back in order, Church playgroup activities, and preparing for my retreat.

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I am praying for...Several friends who have just told me they are expecting and also for friends that just told me they are hoping to conceive.

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A photo thought I'm sharing...While I got to attend a sweet baby shower for a friend, DH took Pearl out with some of the other Dad's and kids and they all had an afternoon at the park followed by a late lunch. Everybody had a blast!

Picture Post

2011-05-11T19:29:00.000-04:00

Our date night to see the Penguins play. They won that night (hurray!), but sadly lost the series.

Clearly DH doesn't need a sign to remind him.

Last week we traded in our timeshare for one in Pompano Beach

We enjoyed being close to the beach and playing in the sand.

Making footprint hearts

putting the sand back into the ocean

baby belly at 19 1/2 weeks

smiling, but thinking I'm a lot bigger with this princess than I was with Pearl at this week-mark.

obligatory shot with ocean behind us

found a park nearby the lighthouse

We also had the pleasure of Pearl's godfather coming down from Seminary to have dinner and playtime afterwards.

All in all a great week! Glad the midterm is over; should be 1-2 weeks before I get results. Now back to lecture mp3s and writing assignment. Goal is to finish the class before princess's due date:)

Exam today

2011-05-11T06:13:00.000-04:00

So I have my midterm this morning. Pearl is off to play at a friend's house while I plunge into my philisophy midterm. Say a prayer!

It's a ....

2011-05-04T14:58:00.000-04:00

So we had our ultrasound this past Friday. We definitely wanted to know gender if we could since Pearl has been so adamant this whole time about a baby boy. We thought it wise to find out 1) if she's right, we'll need to get boy things or 2) if she's wrong we have time to get her okay with a little sister.

Anyways, so babe is super mellow and laid back on the screen. Just relaxed and enjoying it in there. It was awesome to see babe moving around. Dr. said measurements looked right on track for both babe and myself. Pleased with how things looked and how I'm feeling right now.

Tech. had to jiggle my belly around quite a bit to see if babe would change positions and be more "accommodating." Finally, she said, "looks like a GIRL."

Pearl started to cry and said, "No, Boy!!"

Tech. said she'd look again and took another picture and said again, girl. lol.

That was Friday and on Sunday Pearl was saying girl and calling the babe her name. She seems to be doing better and we pray that they will be sweet sisters and best friends.

We are very excited about another princess for our King:)

Easter Sunday!

2011-04-24T13:16:00.000-04:00

He is Risen!! Alleluia!!

Times I teared up during Mass this morning: 5

1) Singing the Gloria
2) Bishop incensing the altar
3) Pearl crossing her arms over her chest to receive a blessing during Holy Communion
4) Hearing her whisper after Holy Communion, "Thank You, Jesus. I Love You, Jesus."
5) Singing "Christ is Risen"

Prayers for a Blessed Easter!

Staying on Top of Things

2011-04-21T07:18:00.000-04:00

"Things" should read "school work."

I would love to post about the awesome date night DH and I had this Monday, (He took me to a Penguins playoff hockey game...we won!) but any spare chance I get I am trying to keep on target with my reading for philosophy class and listening to lectures. I am hoping to take my midtern in a few weeks.

So pictures will be posted later...after I finish my reading requirement:)

Flutters

2011-04-14T21:14:00.000-04:00

The baby flutters started up this past week!! I wasn't sure for about a week, but this week those flutters are a bit stronger. Off and on throughout the day. Total Joy!

Homemade Yogurt

2011-04-12T20:28:00.000-04:00

So I'm really tempted to make Homemade Yogurt. I think I might be slightly crazy, but Pearl and I both eat yogurt everyday. A little more research is necessary, but I think I'm gonna do it.

Deal of the Day

2011-04-06T11:40:00.000-04:00

Pearl and I stopped at the Goodwill on our way home from Mass this morning mainly to look for skirts for her and me. However, I couldn't pass up these pants.

First of all, I've been keeping my eyes out for lightweight pants to wear this summer for those days when it is super hot but I'd still prefer pants. Basically a maternity linen pant. The closest I've found on the retail racks run about $34. Not quite in my budget.

So when I saw these I was happy as a lark. These are "Motherhood" brand, linen, and just light and breezy. Because I got them at Goodwill, they were priced at $2.60. However, they were the color of the day for tags, so half off.

Yes, these pants were purchased for $1.30. Wahoo!

Some Thursday Randomness

2011-03-31T14:53:00.000-04:00

1. Severe thunderstorms yesterday afternoon and rain all day today. I'm getting a lot tidied up during the rain. My latest project was to work on the kitchen cabinets and shelves. Basically I want everything within reach so when my belly is big I can still reach stuff. So some "nesting" tasks now when I can still do them.

2. I think Pearl is outgrowing her wheat allergy. She still gets a few spots on her elbows and behind her knees when she over does it, but I haven't had to use her eczema cream in weeks. She used to refuse any form of bread, but she has been asking for bread lately. This afternoon when she woke up from her nap she asked for "bed with berries, no p-nut bubber." (ie: bread with strawberry jam)

3. Dr. has taken me completely off any progesterone support. He thinks my body is holding it's own. Numbers still aren't in the great range, but okay. I'm a little nervous about him taking me off everything, but trusting in Him.

4. We will be 15 weeks this weekend; still dealing with morning sickness off and on. Lots of gagging....bleh. But I must say it is comforting too.

5. I am looking forward to feeling flutters and kicks; I know it will be a great relief and joy to feel this little one move.

6. In the gross spectrum: this morning Pearl and I went across the street to the grocery store to pick up a few items needed for DH's men's group meal this evening. I stopped at the customer service desk on the way out and asked how often/if they spray down the children's carts. Gentleman said their policy is to do it every evening after close. Well, then I pointed at two dried up oranges on the bottom of the cart and explained that those were fresh on Monday when I did our regular shopping....ewww!! I don't expect stores to disinfect the carts since they provide disinfectant wipes, but please could they spray them off with a hose a few times a week?

7. Because of the rainy day, I made cups of tea for Pearl and I. (She loves her own cup of "hot" tea) I happen to think Pride and Prejudice is the perfect movie for such a day. Pearl begs to differ. She prefers Cheaper by the Dozen (old version):)

Amazon's 4 for 3 promotion

2011-03-24T07:33:00.000-04:00

If you are looking for a few books to fill Easter baskets this year, check out the 4 for 3 promotion that Amazon has going on!

The Stations of the Cross for Children book I was looking for showed up in this category and then I thought I'd browse. I saw several Eric Carles, Tomie de Paolas, Golden Readers (classics), board books, books on new babies for older siblings, Easter books, etc. A pretty good selection.

I decided on:

There were quite a few books though that are on my wish list...might be going back later:)

A bit of a scare

2011-03-23T19:28:00.000-04:00

I have been experiencing some discomfort the last few days and got very concerned for the pregnancy. I did have the labs drawn yesterday but am still waiting on results. I called to see if the Dr. could see me due to my concerns and thankfully he had an opening.

So we dropped Pearl off at a dear friend who offered to watch while we made the drive down. (Dr's office is 50 minutes away)

Dr. said I am measuring right on target at 13 weeks. He also checked for baby's heartbeat and found it right away.

Praise God!!

So we'll wait for the lab results to determine future course for addressing the hormone imbalance, but as of now this little one is okay.

Thank you so much for your prayers!!

It was such joy and peace of mind to hear that heartbeat. Tears of joy from both DH and I when we heard his/her heart beating with mine. We heard the babe by himself a couple of times and then Dr. got ours together. It was the coolest to hear them together.

So advised to rest and drink more fluids the next couple of days. Just keeping an eye on things to see if that discomfort goes away.

All the Saints in Heaven, keep praying for us!

The Simple Woman's Daybook

2011-03-21T06:24:00.000-04:00

Outside My Window ... Lots and lots of pollen. We're using our Neti pots around here.

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I am listening to...quiet. It's dark and early and I can't sleep anymore.

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To Live the Liturgy...Setting aside some extra prayer time this week. My soul is clinging to the Cross and craving time just with Him.

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To be Fit and Happy... Hoping to utilize the weather for some outdoor fun with Pearl this week. Walks, park time, etc.

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I am thankful for...my mom's visit this weekend. It was nice to have her here sharing time with Pearl and having some one on one talk time.

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From the kitchen ... Lots of veggies that need to get eaten. Trying to get creative with some new cooking methods for them.

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I am wearing...yoga shorts and a hoodie.

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I am creating ...a schedule for myself for how to fit in studying for my class. I started a distance learning program. Hurray! Lots of fun, but lots of work. Carving out time in the evenings to follow the lectures and get the reading done.

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I am reading...study guides.

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I am pondering...every little internal feeling.

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I am hoping for...peace in all things.

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On Keeping Home...Lots of tidying today. Whenever we have company there is a pre-clean and a post-clean. We'll be vacuuming and putting things away today. Perhaps a grocery trip as well.

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One of my favorite things ...ESPN on my phone. It's great to check on the scores:)

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On the Screen...If it's not hockey, it's March Madness.

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A Few Plans For The Rest Of The Week...Labs this week; and that's the only thing on my mind.

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I am praying for...These lab results. I am struggling right now with anxiety and imsomnia, thinking about this babe and whether he/she is okay. The words that keep coming to mind..."Let not your hearts be troubled..." Thank you for your prayers, I can sure use them this week.

Prayer Request

2011-03-13T14:55:00.001-04:00

Would you say a prayer for Tori? She is my cousin who was in a car accident on Friday. She was hit by a truck while crossing the street (incident is under investigation) and suffered broken ribs and a broken pelvis. A long road to recovery is ahead for her, so prayers are much appreciated.

Thank You!

Update: She is doing much better than initially expected! She was released home this week and will become lots of physical therapy. Still a long road, but her spirits are up and she is surrounded by a lot of love. Thank you for your prayers!

Last Week's Adventure

2011-03-13T14:53:00.000-04:00

Last week we packed our bags and headed south....to Sea World!

Excellent family time and some fun times at the park with Pearl and her grands and great-uncle and great-aunt.

Pearl LOVED riding the bus over to the park.

She took lots of "pictures" throughout the day. (I think we're going to try and find a kids camera for her:)

The shows were AMAZING! The whale and dolphin show in particular was fabulous. They will be debuing a new Shamu show later this Spring.

Pearl even got to ride the kiddie rides with her papa:) She thought it was the coolest that she had her own set of rides to ride.

It was a long day, but so much fun!

Horizontal

2011-03-03T06:15:00.000-05:00

That's what I've been doing any spare moment I can get. I normally would blog in the evenings after Pearl went to bed, but the morning sickness is hitting me hard right after dinner. So no worries, God is Good. I'm just resting a lot right now:)

Peanut Butter Deal

2011-02-23T16:16:00.000-05:00

The Happy Housewife has all the details about this smokin deal on Peanut Butter.

This is the brand we prefer,so I went ahead and ordered. The deal was even better than she mentioned. I got 6 jars for 1.33 each!!

Perfect timing since I'm on my last jar:)

9 1/2 weeks

2011-02-23T15:49:00.000-05:00

Labs drawn this week showed a surge in progesterone and HCG levels. Wahoo! I'm feeling good because I'm feeling bad:)

Lots of ickies and sickies. God is Good. Praying for holy energy each day.

Pearl and I have been enjoying old episodes of Sesame Street (circa 1970's) in the afternoons when its a little rough.

Keep up the prayers, prayer warriors!

Thank you:)

Vaccinations

2011-02-22T14:55:00.000-05:00

Talk to any parent and this seems to be a pretty touch topic. I came across this post today and thought it was a very well written approach on the issue of Vaccinations.

Grocery Deal

2011-02-18T08:19:00.000-05:00

If you have a Publix near you celebrating the "Viva Italia" sale, this looks to be a great time to stock up.

Passionate Penny Pincher shows how to get 26 items at Publix for .76!!

I had already used a few of these coupons last week, so I won't get that total, but I'll be saving some money today when I go to the store :)

Coffee and Conversation

2011-02-17T14:54:00.000-05:00

Our Parish mother's group has an evening meeting once a month titled, "Coffee and Conversation." Each month has a different topic and it is always well attended.

I have never had the opportunity to go as DH leads the College Men's group on thursday nights. This week, however, it conveniently falls on a thursday where the college students have a Holy Hour planned and DH is not needed to lead.

Excellent!

I am looking forward to attending tonight as the theme is Fostering Vocations. The particular focus is on vocations to the religious life by women. One of the sisters in the Diocese is coming to speak on how our families can be helpful to nurturing our daughters in their discernment journey.

This is close to my heart since I myself discerned religious life pretty seriously (had my application papers) and I have several close friends who have entered various orders.

There is such beauty is learning who we are made in His Likeness, our gifts, our talents, our temperment, and ultimately our call to be close to Him.

The Simple Woman's Daybook

2011-02-14T07:07:00.000-05:00

Outside My Window ... Sun coming up, a bit chilly, but sunshine expected.

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I am listening to...Neighbors leaving for work.

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To Live the Liturgy...Pearl and I are becoming regulars at Wednesday's daily Mass. She is super good there, but when we tried Friday's Mass it was ultimate failure. Worst church behavior I've seen out of her. It takes her awhile to acclimate to a new place.

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To be Fit and Happy... Resting as much as I can, trying to eat well, and praying...always praying.

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I am thankful for...the gift of life. For whatever time we are blessed with.

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From the kitchen ... umm, we're not talking about food today.

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I am wearing...comfy/stretchy clothes.

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I am creating ...Life.

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I am reading...Prayerfully Expecting: A Nine-Month Novena for Mothers to Be

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I am pondering...what's going on inside of me.

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I am hoping for...this little one to carry to term.

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On Keeping Home...just the basics. Right now, it's a matter of getting by.

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One of my favorite things ...clean, soft sheets.

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On the Screen...I found the Duggar Family: 18 Kids and Counting on Instant Watch on netflix. Fun!

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A Few Plans For The Rest Of The Week...Possibly two playdates, a church playgroup to facilitate, library to switch out books and storytime, and that's about it.

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I am praying for...this pregnancy. That we will carry to term, that this little one is okay, and for peace in Him. Will you continue to pray for us?

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A funny story

2011-02-11T13:11:00.001-05:00

So here is a funny story for your Friday.

At the beginning of January, Pearl started praying nightly for "her baby in mommy" again. We started talking some more about our Teresa being in Heaven with Jesus. However, this continued every night and she became even more affectionate with me, kissing my stomach, etc. A friend brought back the Maternity clothes I had lent her during her pregnancy and Pearl asked what kind of clothes they were. I explained that Ms. Sara borrowed the clothes because you wore those when you were going to have a baby. Pearl then handed me a shirt from the bag and said "Here, Mama."

At that point, I was getting a little concerned. Number one, my body was still healing from our miscarriage in November. Charts clearly showed my body was still healing. Number two, even if we had conceived it was a week and a half before it was even possible to take a test. So crazy.

As I got closer to the next cycle due to start, I started to get really tired, slightly nauseous, dizzy. Classic signs. Now I'm just getting weirded out.

Earliest day I could take a test....faint line. Maybe it wasn't a good test. Maybe that was there before. That is really faint. So I take a few more every other day until the cycle is due. Ummm, that line is getting brighter.

Call the Dr. who requests labs drawn.

Next day, "Well, Congratulations! You are indeed expecting."

We are in a little bit of shock, nervous, anxious, joyful, surprised. You name it, we felt it.

Pearl, however, is going about her business as usual since she knew it all along:)

Recent labs do show low progesterone levels but HCG level was within normal range.

May I ask your prayers for us during this time? For peace and trust in His will. For this little one, that he/she will grow healthy and strong and we carry to term. For Joy in all things.

Thank you.

Blog Background

2011-02-11T13:00:00.002-05:00

Weird. Tried to fix the background I was using, but it isn't let me run that one. So temporary background till the tech work gets fixed.

Anxiousness

2011-02-10T13:34:00.000-05:00

That should probably read, "Anxiety," but that stresses me out even more.

The last few days have each held this emotion for me. I seek to be peaceful and trusting, but every time the phone rings my heart jumps to my throat.

We are waiting on news. Good or Bad...we don't know yet.

I go about our days throwing myself into tasks, but my mind is elsewhere.

Lord, calm my fidgety hands, my nerves, my thoughts, my emotions...Jesus, I trust in You.

Icky week

2011-02-04T19:50:00.000-05:00

I've been battling the ickies this week and at the same time got intense with Pearl's potty training. She is doing really great despite a few accidents.

I'm hoping this weekend, DH and I can get some photo's uploaded. Our new camera is awesome, but my little laptop doesn't have the capability to upload so I have to wait till DH's heavy duty computer is free. There are quite a few I want to email to friends from recent playdates.

This weekend we are laying low, nothing bog planned except for Sunday night. We'll be watching the STEELERS!!!!

Roast Chicken

2011-01-31T08:14:00.000-05:00

You know how getting a rotisserie chicken at the Supermarket makes for some super easy dinners? Well you can do it at home too!!

I was always a little intimidated about roasting a chicken, but I came across some helpful websites that have given me so much more confidence with this.

While I don't always have the money to buy the quality of chicken that I'd prefer, I do wait until the store (Publix) across the street has their store brand of whole chickens on sale. Typically they are about 1.19/lb. and all natural with no hormones.

Easiest instructions ever for roasting in the oven: My Favorite Simple Roast Chicken

Just remember to thoroughly dry the chicken inside and out before placing inside your oven. The wetter the bird, the more she will sizzle and pop, creating all kinds of mess in your oven.

Another easy recipe for crockpot cooking is Whole chicken in a crock pot. This is awesome because it also gives instructions for turning the carcass into Chicken Broth to use in later recipes. Super frugal!

And finally, some tips to stretch that one chicken across several meals.

Happy Cooking!

March for Life 2011 Video

2011-01-27T19:49:00.004-05:00

Video made about this year's March. So joyful:)

The Simple Woman's Daybook

2011-01-27T08:54:00.000-05:00

Outside My Window ... a cool day filled with sunshine.

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I am listening to...Dora the Explorer.

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To Live the Liturgy...Feast of St. Thomas Aquinas tomorrow and Mass this weekend with our Parish. We're on sound ministry:)

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To be Fit and Happy... Staying on top of my vitamins, shots and exercise throughout the week. Getting the rest I need and not feeling bad about it.

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I am thankful for...my husband who made dinner last night. Tasty and such a treat to let him make it with Pearl as his sous chef.

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From the kitchen ... planning meals around a stocked freezer. Need to use up rice, beans, shredded chicken. We also got our produce delivery yesterday and the collards and lettuce should get used pretty quick.

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I am wearing...still in pj's; think it's going to be cool today so I'll need to grab a sweater.

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I am creating ...life.

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I am reading...Last Child in the Woods: Saving Our Children From Nature-Deficit Disorder

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I am pondering... how to create some more organized spaces in our home. Living in 1000 sq. feet is tough. It really requires creativity to make this work. I am a borderline minimalmist while DH comes from a family of "keepers." (because you just might need it someday) So in order to blend these two into a peaceful living situation, we need to get better at organizing what we have, purging what we REALLY don't need and creating a system that makes us both happy. Hmmm....

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I am hoping for...peace in my heart.

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On Keeping Home...Going through room by room and making piles of what isn't being used. I'm also trying to come up with ideas for more book storage. Shelves, bookcases? and where?

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One of my favorite things ...comfy yoga pants.

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On the Screen...besides Dora for Pearl, DH and I have been watching Dhani Tackles the Globe. We are big sports fans in general and this series is fun to see sports played in other countries.
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A Few Plans For The Rest Of The Week...Playdate with a friend, birthday party for the whole family to attend, sound ministry at church.

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Prayer Requests...for a health concern for myself and for a smooth recovery for a friend who just had surgery. Thank you!

March for Life 2011

2011-01-24T12:06:00.000-05:00

Did you know that you can watch the March for Life live on EWTN.com?

Sweet!

Life of a Steelers Fan

2011-01-20T19:56:00.002-05:00

My husband emailed this to me today...gotta say that it's pretty right on:)

Most of DH's family still lives in the Pittsburgh area and this fits them to a tee.

Go Steelers!

Princesses in Disguise, part 10

2011-01-20T14:58:00.000-05:00

Love this series of posts!

Today is Part 10, do enjoy:)

Why Enough is Never Enough

2011-01-13T20:24:00.000-05:00

Why Enough is Never Enough: Overcoming Worries about Money - A Catholic Perspective by Gregory S. Jeffrey arrived in the mail at the perfect time. At the end of the year, we sit down as a family and look over our budget for the previous 12 months. We see areas we want to improve, areas that are doing well, and challenges to give more to church and charity.

This seems to be a common goal each year.

"Can we give more?"

Mr. Jeffrey's book is about making peace with money which ultimately comes down to making peace with God. Recognizing that it's really not ours but His. We are just His stewards.

Each chapter is chock full spiritual quotes, personal anecdotes, biblical references and exegesis, and reflections questions.

The language that is used is readable and easy to follow. However, the content is not watered down; Mr. Jeffery poses some hard truths. Hard because they cause one to look at himself and see where the struggle lies with generosity. Mr. Jeffrey poses three common temptations to generosity; I must say that when I read them I could identify with all three at some point in my life.

Many studies have indicated that the two biggest concerns to failed or failing marriages are financial concerns and sexual intimacy.

This book addresses one of those is a deep, thought-provoking way. I would highly recommmend this book to anybody looking to gain a better understanding of tithing and stewardship.

This review was written as part of the Catholic book reviewer program from The Catholic Company. Visit The Catholic Company to find more information on Why Enough Is Never Enough. They are also a great source for serenity prayer and baptism gifts.

Recent Playdates

2011-01-13T20:04:00.000-05:00

I love these wide-eyed looks:) "Who me?!"

Sharing a seat

Playing dress-up

They adored dancing together in their tutu's

The Simple Woman's Daybook

2011-01-10T20:41:00.000-05:00

Outside My Window ... rain, lightning, and thunder.

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I am listening to...a nasty storm brewing.
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To Live the Liturgy...love/hate relationship with

In Conversation with God: Meditations for Each Day of the Year (7 Volume Set)

Beautiful reflections that are just a little too close for comfort. Why is it everyday seems to hit the nail on the head with what I'm struggling with? :)

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To be Fit and Happy... Meals=portion control. Exercise=elliptical training 3 x week, Ab attack 2x a week, Strength training 2x a week. My energy levels are feeling so much better due to the exercise and cutting caffeine and sugar from my diet!

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I am thankful for...attending a friends wedding over the weekend. It was lovely!! We were also blessed to have so many friends attend that have recently move from our area, so it was great to catch up and let the kids dance the afternoon away.

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From the kitchen ... a restocked fridge from the grocery trip this morning. Menu plans are in full swing again. Hurray!

Breakfasts:
eggs and toast
oatmeal with almonds and blueberries
blueberry kefir smoothies and toast
cold cereal
pancakes

Lunches:
leftovers
cheese quesadillas
grilled cheese sandwiches
tuna sandwiches
"freezer soup" (leftover soup portions reheated)
homemade mini pizzas

Dinners:
Beef and Broccoli stir fry over Brown Rice with Apple Crisp
Dinner with the College Students; we are taking Chicken Pot Pie to share.
Beef Tacos with crockpot refried beans
Pasta with Marinara sauce and zucchini ribbons
Baked Salmon with veggies on brown rice
Venison Chili and cornbread, baked pears with vanilla glaze.
Pot Roast with Carrotts and Potatoes, green bean almondine, cinamon applesauce

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I am wearing...great sweatpants, fushcia tee and crocs. Rainy day weather clothes

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I am creating ...ordinary time back in our home. Christmas decorations get put away this week. Pearl is so sad to see the "Jesus birthday lights" come down.

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I am reading...I have a HUGE book pile at the moment. Of library books and present books. Currently in:

Raising Your Spirited Child Rev Ed: A Guide for Parents Whose Child Is More Intense, Sensitive, Perceptive, Persistent, and Energetic

and

The Temperament God Gave You: The Classic Key to Knowing Yourself, Getting Along with Others, and Growing Closer to the Lord

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I am pondering... how to create some more organized spaces in our home. Living in 1000 sq. feet is tough. It really requires creativity to make this work. I am a borderline minimalmist while DH comes from a family of "keepers." (because you just might need it someday) So in order to blend these two into a peaceful living situation, we need to get better at organizing what we have, purging what we REALLY don't need and creating a system that makes us both happy. Hmmm....
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I am hoping for...a good report for my mom. She is having her knee scoped next week to see what damage is done. She thinks she tore something. Yikes. Praying for good results.

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On Keeping Home...I'm starting to notice what colors I really like in our home that soothe my soul and make me happy to look at all day long. Clean white and off white, creamy dishes, glass mason jars as vases, brown corduroy slipcovers for my couches, accents of cranberry (Winter), sage (Spring), turquoise (Summer), and pumpkin (Fall).

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One of my favorite things ...using a coupon and a gift card to go out for dinner. A fun night out while not blowing the budget. What a treat!

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On the Screen...Dora. Pearl is loving that I found this on Netflix instant watch. She is starting to try and count and say some words back. This is awesome to see since she is still slow on her language. Assessment later this month.

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A Few Plans For The Rest Of The Week...Library Storytime, Church playgroup/playdate, Meal for the College Students, planning date for the church playgroup with a friend, watching NFL playoffs over the weekend, DH and I clean out the Master Closet.

A Picture Thought I'm Sharing...

This is Pearl without a nap.

This is Pearl after I told her she couldn't dance anymore if she was going to look so grumpy.

To Be Loved

2011-01-09T08:24:00.000-05:00

Kristen has a lovely reflection on what this means and how we strive for this in all our lives. She encourages to Seek Love only where it truly can be found....

The Sneaky Chef

2011-01-07T13:28:00.000-05:00

DH is not a fan of foods when he doesn't know all the ingredients I put in. We had leftovers from last night's chicken quesadilla's that I thought would make great additions for today's chicken fried rice for lunch.

I pulled out diced chicken, green bell peppers, onions from the leftover containers. Then I found snap peas in the freezer. Excellent. 2 carrotts, okey dokey. A zucchini. perfect. Celery. nice and crisp. Turnip greens. why not.

Yup, those greens threw DH for a loop. I thought it provided nice contrast and a great way to get some extra dark greens into our diet.

Yeah, DH and Pearl didn't really go for it. You couldn't stop Pearl from devouring her rice, carrotts, and snap peas. She even ate a few onions that she didn't see:) But the greens? They were politely pushed aside in search of the "good stuff."

Oh those two...cut from the same cloth.

A beauteous birthday

2011-01-04T20:27:00.000-05:00

Today is my "one hundred and eleventieth birthday!"

Actually it's my ______.

I got several surprises today. The first was actually last night when DH brought home roses in our wedding color, that lovely yellow rose with pink and orange mixed in. Today he also helped make breakfast so I could get a shower in. This is rare as of late. Normally I'm pushed back to the evenings when he can help with Pearl, but they made omelets together to allow me that time.

We also had some library storytime, a visit by Pearl's Godfather, and some afternoon playtime with dear friends. DH also took us to dinner at Chili's. I love me some quacamole, so anyplace that serves it is okay by me. We had gotten a gift card and decided to use it today for my birthday treat.

So despite a rather dreary day outside, everywhere I was was filled with sunshine:)

Saint of the Year Devotion

2011-01-04T14:57:00.000-05:00

In the last few years, I started letting a saint "pick" me for the year. I learn more about the saint and ask that saint's particular intercession.

This year, I have St. John the Evangelist. So stoked about him!

DH and Pearl also got theirs; DH has St. Anne and Pearl has St. Charles Borromeo.

Post-Christmas Thought

2011-01-02T10:01:00.000-05:00

I've been thinking of the "present situation" that has become our Christmas. How we celebrate as been weighing on my heart the past few years. I have an idea that I'd like to implement, but before putting it into practice our whole family needs to be on board.

So my idea:

1) Feast of St. Nicholas: leave shoes out in hopes St. Nick will stop by. Awake to little treats (candies, oranges), a new Advent/Christmas book, any other supplies needed for Advent projects.

2) Christmas Eve: Gather with extended family and open family gifts to and from one another.

3) Christmas Day: Morning Mass, putting baby Jesus in the creche, a special breakfast together, sharing our presents for baby Jesus (see Ann for some ideas), and a day filled with family activities.

4) Epiphany: Wise Men reach the Creche, presents for Pearl and each other (3 simple gifts in honor of the gifts Jesus received)

So that is the idea right now that I'm mulling around. This is definitely different from what our families did when we were growing up, but I think I really want to start our own traditions. I appreciate what we've done in the past, but I have it on my heart to step out and make a few changes. We'll see how the Lord moves in our hearts this year.

A few Christmas photos

2011-01-01T20:34:00.000-05:00

Christmas 2010

Pearls' favorite gift was her own baby doll. Her doll, "Emma," goes with us everywhere, attends tea parties all day long, and is reluctantly parted with at bedtime.

Pearl received this lovely dollhouse that my MIL got for free and my FIL re-finished. She loves it!

Christmas Morning II

Florida Snow=blown shaving cream bubbles=pure joy for toddlers

Tech. challenged

2010-12-30T20:18:00.000-05:00

I really wanted to create a post with pictures from Christmas, but the memory card isn't working so hot tonight. What that should really read is, "I can't get it to work and don't know why."

DH is under the weather and went to bed early otherwise I'd go ask him for help. He'd roll his eyes, fix it, then kiss me cause he loves me despite my technology challenged brain. Maybe tomorrow he can figure it out for me.

In the meantime, I guess I'll catch up on some reading and finish creating my New Years Resolutions:)

Merry Christmas

2010-12-24T21:56:00.000-05:00

May the gentleness of the Infant Jesus melt your heart as He has melted mine!

Merry Christmas!

The Simple Woman's Daybook: Fourth Week of Advent

2010-12-20T21:26:00.000-05:00

Outside My Window ... dark and chilly, 45 degrees.

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I am listening to...Penguin's hockey game, baby monitor (praying Pearl goes to bed soon. She really fought bedtime last night)

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To Live the Liturgy...seeking quiet to welcome Him in.

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To be Fit and Happy...making some menu plans, resting when needed. My body is still recovering and it's a little overwhelming right now. But He is good and in this with me.
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I am thankful for...dinner with friends the past three nights. Good friends, oh such good friends.

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From the kitchen ... ugh. yucky smell in the fridge. That got cleaned today. Hidden leftovers in the back. I hate when little containers get pushed behind juice bottles. That was fun:)

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I am wearing...un-matched pj's. I am seriously lacking in the cool sleepwear department.

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I am creating ...peace and joy.

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I am reading...I have a HUGE book pile at the moment. Of library books and present books. Currently in:

Nourishing Traditions: The Cookbook that Challenges Politically Correct Nutrition and the Diet Dictocrats

Real Food for Mother and Baby: The Fertility Diet, Eating for Two, and Baby's First Foods

Mortgage Free!, Second Edition: Innovative Strategies for Debt-Free Home Ownership

Everything I have in the pile is so interesting. I'm hoping I can renew the library books because I'm relishing each one:)

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I am pondering... how I can best help my body recover and the quiet time I seek as well.

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I am hoping for...a good week ahead with family.

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On Keeping Home...so many messes. We're vaccuming everyday to keep up.

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One of my favorite things ...good seafood. I don't eat a lot ( I should eat more), but there are days when it really hits the spot.

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A Few Plans For The Rest Of The Week: Last Week of Advent and Christmas!! Everything revolves around this.

Oh! My friends who delivered early came home yesterday with the baby!!!! He is doing great; thank you for your prayers.

A Social Network Christmas

2010-12-20T20:58:00.000-05:00

H/T to American Papist

The Power of Words

2010-12-19T13:48:00.000-05:00

Do you have "words of the year?"

I don't know why, but I do this every year. Certain words become evident that they need more reflection in my life.

The past few months, two words have come to the front and center of my life.

Joy and Courage.

A friend called recently and randomly shared two stories with me that made me want to hang up on her. Because these two words jumped into mind and I had been "hearing" it from the Lord many times over and really I just didn't like it and decided to "hang up" on Him. But, I couldn't just hang up on my friend, could I? That would be so rude!

Yet, I hang up on Him countless time each day because I don't like what I'm hearing.

Thank you, Lord, for not giving up on me and sending me friends that say Your words and make it super clear that THIS is what I'm supposed to hear and do.

Her story about Joy was that a priest reminded her that Joy isn't a feeling. It is a virtue, a habit that needs to be cultivated and worked at and sought after.

I definitely have always seen it as a feeling and lamented the fact that as a Type A, Melancholic-Choleric personality, Joy just doesn't come to me naturally. Well, pooey on that!! I can be joyful too and want the Joy of Him who is Joy to radiate in my life.

But this will take Courage. Courage to stand up to myself and my laziness and my fear. I seek Courage to continually surrender to His plans. To not ask, "How much is this going to hurt?" before saying Yes.

What are your words for 2011?

Friday Fun

2010-12-17T21:32:00.001-05:00

My best friend, Sr. Giovanna Mariae, in the state to help put on a retreat. What a great surprise visit!

My two favorite red-heads, Sr. Giovanna Mariae and Sr. Bethany Madonna!

You'd never think she could be a mischief-maker. But knowing her from kindergarten...

Sr. Giovanna with her papa, one of my favoritest men in the world. He showed me what true fatherhood is.

Thumbs up, sisters!

Wordless Wednesday

2010-12-15T11:34:00.000-05:00

Some Tuesday Food for Thought

2010-12-14T13:09:00.000-05:00

Elizabeth has a tremendous post today about attachment. I want to print this out and highlight parts of it:) Hmmm....maybe I'm struggling with similar issues?

The Catholic Young Woman: Princesses in Disguise - Introduction

2010-12-13T13:20:00.000-05:00

I love this blog!! It speaks to my heart everytime I read it. And this?....I want a bumper sticker that says, "Princess in Disguise". I want to post it all over my house to remind me every single moment that I AM a daughter of the King.

The Catholic Young Woman: Princesses in Disguise - Introduction: "This series actually comes from the fragments of a book I was writing towards the end of 2008. At that point in my life the future was very ..."

Feast of St. Lucy

2010-12-13T13:09:00.000-05:00

This morning we got up a little early to pop some cinnamon rolls in the oven. While they were baking, Pearl and I made a St. Lucy paper crown, put the coffee on, and got her dressed in her red Christmas dress. We don't have a white dress, so we decided to make do with her red one this year. Maybe next year I can do it right:)

She had a lot of fun carrying in the rolls to her Daddy while wearing her crown. She wore it all morning! So sweet.

A Day of Surpises

2010-12-09T20:53:00.000-05:00

We started off this morning with a lovely breakfast. Good and hearty: country potatoes, sausage, eggs and leftover blueberry muffins from yesterday's Feast. Good fuel for the day ahead.

Pearl and I headed to the Post Office to mail some postcards.

Surprise #1: Did you know there are "over-sized" postcards that cost the same as regular mail? This I did not know. My wallet did not like that surprise.

When we got home, I received a text message from my friend, Tony, that his wife, my friend Sara, had delivered their son that morning.

Surprise #2: Baby Michael wasn't due till the end of January. He was born at 33 weeks! But he is fine and Sara is ok. A little in shock at his early arrival but so far all seems good.

We took a trip to the hospital to bring them some items and on the way home, Pearl fell asleep in the truck. Hospital is 50 min. away and it was during naptime. Definitely expected.

Surprise # 3: I removed Pearl from the truck and carried her into the apartment hoping she would stay asleep a little longer. However, I slammed my left shin into the corner of her bed when laying her down. I now have a nasty bruise and the skin opened into a gash. I hit that bad boy hard!

So it was an eventful day;)

Please keep Tony, Sara, and baby Michael in your prayers that he continues to do well and can go home soon. Thank you!

Sr. Faustina for Today

2010-12-08T08:08:00.000-05:00

"When I look into the future, I am frightened,

but why plunge into the future?

Only the present moment is precious to me,

As the future may never enter my soul at all.

It is no longer in my power,

To change, correct or add to the past;

For neither sages nor prophets could do that.

And so, what the past has embraced I must entrust to God.

O present moment, you belong to me, whole and entire.

I desire to use you as best I can.

And although I am weak and small,

You grant me the grace of your omnipotence.

And so, trusting in Your mercy,

I walk through life like a little child,

Offering You each day this heart
Burning with love for Your greater glory." ~ From the Diary of St. Faustina H/T Elizabeth

Women of Mystery, Women of Hope

2010-12-08T08:03:00.000-05:00

Deactivated

2010-12-08T07:18:00.000-05:00

That's what I did to my facebook account.

I've been thinking about it for awhile, and I basically came down to the facts that:

1) I have a lot of friends
2) Some of which I accepted their request and hope good for them, but don't really wish to read their status updates when they post what they are doing.
3) The friends that I do want to follow better or get their updates, don't post frequently enough to make it worth my while.
4) While I love the photo sharing on the site and email access to lots of friends instantly, it just wasn't bringing me joy when I sat down to it.
5) And I was sitting down to it more than often that I really wanted to.

So...I deactivated my account. And you know, I felt tremendous peace when I did so. What I think I will do, though, since I did it without letting anybody know is to send an email out about where to contact me.

This will also enable me to focus more on this blog and our photo site.

Hurray for finally getting the courage to just say, "No!"

The Finished Gingerbread Men

2010-12-07T15:41:00.000-05:00

This afternoon our gingerbread men were cooled and ready for decoration. Pearl had a lot of fun with the Craisins;)

A little too much fun...

But once we were through, she got to enjoy her own. (We are taking the rest for the student meal tonight.)

Pearl licked all her frosting off and just nibbled the cookie. Perfect, because I don't like frosting but love the plain cookie. Teamwork!

Pearl's favorite spot in the house is by "her birthday tree." It's just her size:)

Feast of St. Nicholas

2010-12-07T07:41:00.000-05:00

Okay, one of my goals for the New Year is to take more pictures. I constantly am forgetting my camera wherever I go.

Yesterday it was quite cold here in FL (read, 45 degrees), but a group persevered and headed to a nearby park to celebrate the Feast of St. Nicholas.

While the children got some playtime in, St. Nicholas stopped by to fill little shoes with a tangerine, a few gold covered chocolate coins, and smarties.

When the children discovered this, they all sat down to enjoy their treats and we told the story of St. Nicholas. We also had a holy card for them to assemble and a coloring page as well. Some brave kids attempted to take their mittens off to color,but we sent several home to be colored later.

Yesterday afternoon, Pearl and I watched the Veggie Tales story of St. Nicholas before making dinner. I thought it was really quite good. I like what one character said (a nun) that she gives not because it makes her happy but because she is happy. What is this happiness? Jesus!

After dinner, my ambition was to make gingerbread cookies. I added a tad too much water and needed a whole lot more flour to counteract the stickiness. But, they got made and while a little misshapen, they taste great. We will decorate them today and take them to share with the college students who have their last meal together at the student center before the Christmas break.

We're also off to the library in just a bit for storytime and to pick up the Tomie de Paola books I have on hold. Can you believe the public library has his book about Our Lady of Guadalupe?! Sweet!

Surprise in the Food Court

2010-12-04T07:42:00.000-05:00

When the Gifts are for Him

2010-12-03T13:48:00.000-05:00

What to do Christmas morning when all the gifts are for Him.

This is a moving post and one that is speaking to my heart.

A little St. Anselm for the day

2010-12-03T13:40:00.000-05:00

"Come now, insignificant man, fly for a moment from your affairs, escape for a little while from the tumult of your thoughts. Put aside now your weighty cares and leave your wearisome toils. Abandon yourself for a little to God and rest for a little in him.
Enter into the inner chamber of your soul, shut out everything save God and what can be of help in your quest for him and having locked the door seek him out. Speak now, my whole heart, speak now to God: 'I seek your countenance, O Lord, your countenance I seek.'

Come then, Lord my God, teach my heart where and how to seek you, where and how to find you… Teach me to seek you, and reveal yourself to me as I seek, because I can neither seek you if you do not teach me how, nor find you unless you reveal yourself. Let me seek you in desiring you; let me desire you in seeking you; let me find you in loving you; let me love you in finding you."